So here it is, the second full day of 2012. At this time, all is well. However, with work looming again in a mere 11 hours and 20 minutes, (as I write this) I can't help feeling a bit of dread. Why? Well, it's only been two days, and my resolution to be a more positive person is already faltering. I have been off of work now for nine of the past 17 days. I gotta' tell ya', it's been great. Hanging with the family, doing little (and I mean little) stuff around the house, it's been real relaxing. However, now I have to get back into routines I have just gotten used to not being in. Yes, there are countless Americans out of work who would love to have the problems I have, and I do not take that for granted. But all things being equal, I am not looking forward to getting up at 4:30am, and doing what I do. Not after the great time off I have had recently. And yet I find myself committing to blogging each and every day for a year. Another grind. But I do these things with love. Sure, I don't have to go to work, but then, I would have to live in a van down by the river. I also don't have to blog each and every day for the next three-hundred sixty some odd days (I will leave the math to someone else) but I the former out of a sense of responsibility, and the latter out of a sense of torture. I really feel like I am rambling now, and when that happens, I will cut myself off. See you tomorrow.
--Jonny
--Jonny
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